February 2012
2 posts
January 2012
8 posts
January...
Will always be a hard month for me.
I’m always losing the people the people I love…
Some pass away & some leave because they want to.
I just wish I could find someone who would stay…
October 2011
1 post
It's been forever...
… since I’ve posted something on this. All my previous posts are pretty depressing (if anyone has ever read them). Since my depressing posts… I’ve gotten a pretty serious boyfriend (I got the most beautiful promise ring from him), I’ve got promotted a bunch, and that’s about it. haha. But I just wanted to write down how much I miss the feelings of butterflies....
March 2011
1 post
February 2011
1 post
December 2010
2 posts
August 2010
1 post
16574.) I'm scared that I'll never be able to let...
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Not that I’ll never be able to move on. But that I’ll meet someone and still never have the feeling that you gave me. Knowing that I’ll never have you. Never. I would never have the same sensational feeling. And the worst part: You’re not even in my life anymore. That’s what hurts the most.
June 2010
8 posts
It's been over five months...
I miss you more than ever. I know I might never fall in love again. I loved you so much & then you were gone. I feel empty all the time. I need you here. I think about you every night before I fall asleep in hopes that I will dream of you… my mom told me this would get easier but it hasn’t.
April 2010
1 post
If January never happened...
Next week would of been the week that I moved in with the only person who will ever understand me. But if January never happened… We would of never fallen in love & I wouldn’t be hurting so much. It just gets harder & harder. I just keep wishing that you’re still hiding & that you’ll surprise me.
March 2010
34 posts
I drink to feel...
which is probably really bad. but I miss him so much. I just wish I could go back in time & let him know that I really loved him & that I really wanted to spend the rest of my life with him. I would of let him come home if I knew this was going to happen. I feel like it’s my fault for not letting you come home. I would do anything to change that.
At the gas station...
Em: Oh no! Who's watching Nate? (Nate is shrooming outside by himself)
Robyn: Ahhhh! I'll go watch him. (I walk outside)
Em: Oh no! Who's going to watch Robyn? (I had been drinking)
Spencer: I'll go. (Spencer walks outside)
Robyn & Nate: hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah! (about nothing)
“It makes me breathe fire. I’m a dragon.”
– Em (on drinking whiskey)
I didn't know that I was ever engaged...
but I guess you gave my ex fiance a ride. Haha. You didn’t even tell me his name. Oh well. I just think it’s funny that you called whoever you gave a ride my ex fiance.